there are things that i said i would never do  there are fears that i cannot
believe have come true  for my soul is to sick and too little and too late
and my self i have grown too weary to hate  the more i stay in here  the
more it's not so clear  the more i stay in here  the more i disappear  as
far as i have gone  i knew what side i'm on  now i'm not so sure  the line
begins to blur  is there somebody on top of me?  i don't know, i don't
know  isn't anybody stopping me?  i don't know, i don't know  well i'm
trying to hold my breath  just how far down can i go? i don't know, i
don't know  i don't know  as i lie here and stare  the fabric starts to
tear  it's far beyond repair  and i don't really care  as far as i have gone
i knew what side i'm on  now i'm not so sure  the line begins to blur